i moved.

cos i cant even see my own bloody blog.

i hope you can. see this.

http://jaywalk-.diaryland.com

i love i write sins not tragedies! haha it's super super nice lah. did you watch the video? the lips were very nice. hahaha.

grace: haha you saw me? i thought you didnt see me so i kept waving maniacally. aack.

peiwen: haha thank you for reminding me to study. which i'm evidently not doing now.... sighh.

xuewen gave me MOVE ALONG! yayy listening to it now. along with iris and drops of jupiter so i'm quite happy now.

yay.

anyway. today was... a half nice half not nice day. yeah. we had pe. was taking height and weight. and we were playing pepsi cola. the one where you step on people's feet. yeah it was fun. english was... omgosh. horrible. lala. lessons were quite slack lah. with the except of english which was a... gigantic test of my patience and endurance level.

stayed back after school in the redcross room. xw and i were supposed to study. but we ended up listening to songs in the rc room and on her mp3 player and singing loudly to them. haha. it was fun. she let me hear Breaking Free which everybody seems to be crazy over. from high school musical. the juniors were having redcross meeting.

there's something i wish to say. i think that some of ___ are really rude people. it's like... they expect people to bow down and serve them or something. dunno lah. just very irritated with some people. aack. go stuff your butt down the drain.

ah whatever. anyway, we met ms sie and co at the lobby. then all of us stuffed ourselves into the london cab which had this nice red colour. then off we went for mendaki. which turned out to be rather fun. :) yupp the kids were super super cute. okay some of them were quite irritating. but i think in the end they were actually quite sensible and stuff. there was this guy who kept playing with this pencil thing saying it was an atomic bomb or something. but hes quite guai in the end lah.
we reached there super early. then talked abit to paul, whos the teacher. i think hes a super cool teacher. i mean. mrs __ could learn a thing or two about being a teacher from him. yup. then this poor ri guy came alone cos his friends deserted him. he was... just sitting there doing the same stuff as the other children. but he stuck out like sore thumb, cos he was too tall and too dark, according to paul. haha.

anyway, it was fun lah. the kids were quite hard to... get their attention but at the end they're all really sweet. awww :) esp the sock part and the stuff that they write. haha. erm, we did this sock thing. like at the end of the session, they write notes to people that kinda stuff. yeah...

lala. :) 

gah. went to yahoo. wanted to listen to music. and realised the topten videos were all mostly non rock kind. like... shakira's poser song. rihanna's screechy unfaithful. and even paris the pornstar's starry song. EEK.

singapore idol yesterday was weird. why was jonathan so low? okay his performance was boring. but he sang wherever you will go. which is one of my fav songs so... paultwohill sang superman! haha memories memories...

I write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! At the Disco
Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

today is the finals.

[guess who i'm supporting?]

haha the answer should be quite obvious

azidah and sarahcheong: yeah!

had lit symposium yesterday. to be frank, it wasn't what i'd expected after seeing last year's but it was okay lah. could see that they put in a lot of effort. not their fault that "the sea" had to screw up the food part.

just regretted not going for the st prize giving. trying to think of reasons why staying behind was better to comfort myself.
okay number one. cos i got to see grace's presentation.
number two. i got to see how they played eye for olivia though the game was too short and too weird.
number three. i'm not telling you. hahaha.
number four. i got to hear how paris hilton sounds like a porn star.

yay.

aack. can someone please remind me to study? yay.

went online just now. just randomly searched stuff.

went to watch music vids. but just as i was about to watch MOVE ALONG, the stupid thing said that they had technical difficulties. dang.

searched about supernatural. the website confuses me. haha. but i drooled alot. hahaha.

go watch ROCKSTAR: supernova! haha it's a bit poserish lah. but i love the music. :) yay. caught an episode of it. anyway, if you dont know what it's about.. it's this reality show where this band, supernova looks for a lead singer. Supernova consists of.. erm, tommy lee, this guy from... metallica? and this guy from erm, motley crue i think. yeah. and there was dave-something from jane's addiction though hes not in the band.
yeah. anyway, there was like... rolling stones, coldplay, nickelback, nirvana, googoodolls, etcetc.. all those classic stuff. so the music was really nice :) there was this person who did this bjork-ish, floaty version of evanescence's bring me to life. nice. even though the chorus part wasnt cos her voice wasnt strong enough. and i loved the Iris that this guy sang...

wished i'd watched ROCKSTAR: INXS. i like the guy who won. haha. JD fortune. see his name is so cool. hes like.. jenssen ackles [?] from supernatural. plus the whole rockstar voice and thing going on...

sarahtan: hoho. your first aid is bad? tsk. must ask grace and suelin to give you.. uh, remedial lessons. haha.

victoria: wahh thank you! im so touched by your support! :)

shirelle: hello! yayy! join the party! :) thanks for tagging!

peiwen: yupp! :)

shoutout to my loyal reader! heh :)

Move Along by All American Rejects
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

this has become our class's theme song. haha :) deborah blasted it on her ipod and she used the microphone in the ava room to magnify it. haha.. and she and opy did this stupid dance to the song. and omgosh it was super super funny.

we have really crazy people in our class.

anyway, yeah today was dramafest. as usual, felt shortchanged. just like during talentime. like during the england and brazil match. gah. i suppose i'm supposed to be used to this kinda disappointment but...  sigh.

but congrats to the winners anyway. [must show good sportsmanship!]

haha.

stayed in school the whole day and i havent bathed yet. heh sorry i know i stink. but i just finished eating. yeah.

lit symposium tmr! and i still cant decide whether to go for the straits times prize giving ceremony and miss the twelfth night part. probably not the wisest idea...

but im really sleepy now so im trying to type super fast.

anyway, stayed in school during the afternoon. borrowed hanny's laptop and went online and spent the time goggling at the JOSE advert. :) and drooling a lot. haha.

gah. i have this stupidly weird feeling. sigh.

dramafest reminded me why i love redcross so much. because for once, i felt as though it wasnt a.. on the outside, looking in thing. for once, i felt as though i belonged. and that these people would listen to me if i spoke and i dont need to feel stupid.

not anymore i guess.

"that's easy for you to say, i have limited vocabulary"
"vocabulary? that's not too bad."
"that's easy for you to say, i have limited vocabulary"

here you go, elizabeth.

Five random FACTS about me.
1. i like blue.
2. i love jose. :)
3. i can't stop obsessing about jose.
4. i like hitting my partner - XUEWEN! on her fat wobbly arm. i like hitting people.
5. uh, oh i was the first [openhouse] and last [poc] secthree overall i/c!  

Five things that SCARES me.
1. staying up late to watch worldcup matches only to have my favourite teams lose. all on the same night. it's just... abit too much for my weak heart to take.
2. being stressed up.
3.disappointment.
4. waiting.
5. people.

Five random music at the moment.
1. girls and boys by GC
2. Gifts and Curses by Yellowcard
3. Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional
4. this photograph is proof, etc etc, by taking back sunday
[hmmm guess what cd i'm listening to right now?]
5. MOVE ALONG by all american rejects [movealongmovealong...]

Five things i say the MOST.
1. er?
2. shit
3. what the hell/heck/F
4. if you say so
5. whatever lah.

Five people to do this.
1. somebody who feels like doing this
2. somebody who doesnt mind doing this
3. somebody who reads this blog
4. somebody who is very bored
5. somebody who feels like a somebody.

did you see the JOSE thingy in 8days? they gave it the highest rating! :) but they didnt show jose's face. just his back.

azidah: yes! it was all super super depressing. and they were crying. and beckham was crying!

saraht: oh you can be a kungfu fighter and first aider at the same time! like after you bash someone up you can treat him/ her. :)

sarahcheong: yes! aaack. i hate cristiano ronaldo now. i hate him even more. him and his stupid thick neck. gah.

peiwen: hey! welcome :) haha i am a very efficient messenger, see?

csi is getting more and more interesting. i loved the latest episode! it was super super funny.

dramafest is tmr! PEOPLE WHO HAVENT BOUGHT TICKETS, PLEASE GO AND BUY TICKETS AND WATCH DRAMAFEST! YOU GET TO SEE CARA ACTING MORONIC [FOR A FEW SECONDS BUT STILL.... MY PRESENCE WILL SURELY LIGHT UP THE STAGE] SO GO FOR DRAMAFEST!!!!

they've been staying back till like five or six everyday to practise. hurh. i hope it will end up well.

i think i'm like the japanese. mrs wang was discussing about the japan society with us. she was saying that behind or the extremely disciplined bows and stuff, their society has actually many, uh, undercurrents. meaning that the people, esp the young, have a lot of pent up anger and they find gruesome ways of expressing it. such as beheading their teachers and friends and hanging their heads on the school gates. yeah.
anyway, me and xuewen were discussing how i have so much pent up anger inside that i keep hitting her nonstop during lessons.
but i think it's more because i feel very sleepy and the only way to wake myself up nonpainfully is to hit her. yes.

anyway, i feel like punching a lot of people today. i am turning my pent up anger towards a bunch of someones.

yesterday, during rap. it got taken over by CE. and.. omg. it was horrible. there was this group presenting. and someone was pmsing and raving nonstop [go ask clare for a rather amusing reanactment] and i had to control all my pent up anger by writing shutup all over my rough paper. eeks.

gah. i am feeling a bit scared. why is everyone studying? seriously.

aack. it just occured to me that prelims is ONE MONTH AWAY so.

i guess i'd better go study.

eeek.

just finished watching the england vs portugal match.

am emotionally unstable right now.

i hate it when people make stupid negative comments when i'm watching.

aack what the fuck.

Don't you know it's time for me to go
Even though it hurts to see you cry
But don't you know you'll never be alone
If you hold me deep inside
No Goodbyes by Blue

ok you can't really see his face but it's the best picture i could find of him.

JOSE! :)

today was the last meeting. to be honest, i was very disappointed with it. but i guess that's just life hurh.

xuewen and i came up with a rc version of LIFESTYLES OF THE RICH AND FAMOUS by goodcharlotte.

it goes something like this:

LIFESTYLES of the stupid redcrossers
they're always complaining, always complaining
if coke bottles are such a problem
well they've got taps
think we should punish them.

LIFESTYLES of the stupid redcrossers
they're always strolling, always strolling
if running is such a problem
well they've got legs
think we should push them.

hahaha. it's really random and we just anyhow fitted in words. some of them dont even fit. so we just had to drag the syllables when we sang it. haha. blasted the real version in the room.

this was supposed to be the last meeting and i suppose that i'm supposed to come up with some meaningful entry or whatever? but i can't. because there was nothing meaningful about our last meeting. haha. it was just.. teaching and teaching then rushing to finish.

whatever lah. nothing i can do about it so... no point making myself upset with it.

thanks to all who tried to make something good. :)

all those who didn't... wished you didnt spoil my day but now i'm just very irritated at how... irritating you all can be. aack you guys can just go eat your own butt. i'm sick of you.

hope the performers had fun at guides campfire :)

look who i saw in a recent csi episode:

rick gonzalez from coach carter. you know the guy who cried? yeah.

antwon tanner from coach carter [worm].

Shanna Moakler [his wife] and Travis Barker [blink182, drums]!! hahaha. travis barker was acting as this rapper lah. and his only line was like, i dont know anything dont ask me. haha.

and method man too.

hahaha see that's why i love csi

it's always full of surprises :)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life
Everyone I love
Everyone I care about
They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me
And I know what it is
I'm ending this right now
Predictable by Good Charlotte

am listening to chronicles of life and death :) i love gc. no matter how goth-wannabes they've become. was just thinking... there was one morning in sectwo or something. when i was feeling particularly depressed. then Hold On came on the radio! haha yeah. okay that was random.

yay. now is a good time to read blogs. haha. because people will be blogging about camp and it's like... yay i finally know what they are talking about.
it's quite sad. actually. i think. i used to know what my seniors are talking about in their blogs and now... you kinda feel that they've really left.

thanks y'all for the tags! :)

peiwen: HELLO! :) you got cause me a lot of trouble meh?

elizabeth: hmmm do you miss my pokes then? haha i dont mind poking more you know. eeks. okay i shall be very very wary when i open your present. haha.

victoria: hello :) yeah i'm cheered up already. haha thanks.

azidah: heyyy yes yes they won! and i cant believe i missed the winning goal! aack. nevermind. as long as they win. haha. oh they're playing against portugal this.. fri/sat right? yayy it's not a school day so i can watch more of beckhams free kicks :) haha. and it's super sad that owen can't play lah...

saraht: heyy haha of course i'm a nice bobo lah. i risked my lives for youall to win FIRST you know? haha :) anyway, i think you'll be quite a good kungfu fighter [in a good way] in the future. haha...

huizyi: hello sleepy :) haha yeah but i think june camp was just one big bunch of regret for me... ah wells. this fri's our last meeting! i'm going to cry again. gah.

i'm actually supposed to be doing some loci thing now but..ah what the hell.

anyway, yay i have this new internet thingy! on my new comp! so everything looks super... window xp and now laoyapok like my old comp! yay :)

was clearing my computer table [which hasnt been cleared for like... seven months or so] so that the guy can come install without fainting at the mess. and it's like... three quarters of the stuff on my table are recre stuff. and the other one quarter of the stuff is rubbish [or as someone would say "rahdish"] haha yeah. there was the drama script. like several revised versions. my handwritten ugly proposals of games that were left unplayed. and there were this bunch of old promo papers that eunice mm gave me and i was using to set the secthrees evac and secones rck paper... and a whole bunch of letters from my strawberry:) angels and munching and etcetc. it's amazing to see what a bunch of mess can churn out. haha.

did the games day proposal that ms soh wanted me to do. she wouldnt let me get out of it. she said i promised her that i would do it. :/ i guess i did. but what's the point man? tried to anyhow do it but my stupid conscience wouldnt let me. haha so i spent like three hours doing it. i like it :) it's quite nice. haha cant say in case i'll spoil the fun in case she ever does use it.

oh did you watch From Hell? whooooots. johnny depp and ian holm :)

oh oh oh! theres this new part to the jose advert! did you see it? i managed to catch a bit only but... YAYY I GET TO SEE MORE OF JOSE +10 OR WHOEVER HE IS !!! AHHH XUEWEN SAID THERES THIS POSTER OF HIM IN THE MRT. I WANT TO SEE IT!!
sorry. heh. passed by the adidas shop and saw this gigantic poster of all the footballers. was desperately looking but they didnt have jose! ah what the heck.

lalalala` life is boring. there's nothing interesting to look forward to. at all. today had been a particularly bad day. there was THREE periods of prac. physics and chem. but it could have been worse. physics was this retarded experiment about hot water and temperature and we didnt need to plot graph :) chem was as usual... bad. didnt bring my notes. and we did titration. just realised that i'd been reading from the wrong side all this while. stupid poot. but my readings were still wrong. aack! i hate chem prac. but we didnt have zuo wen during chinese which was good! laoshi went thru this zuo wen technique things. got so fedup trying to concentrate with all the mumurings in the background so just stoned and looked like i was listening while humming SOS by Good Charlotte. haha. oh i turned around and saw wheezy reading a magazine! tsk tsk.

it takes no time to fall in love. but it takes you years to know what love is.

joseph gordon levitt is in havoc! cool actor. stupid movie. sigh.